I know I should've post it 3 months ago, but you know me-_-
Officially 17 years old, it means that......I'M GETTING OLD!
It's a usual thing for me to cry in the night before my birthday or in the night of my birthday. I refuse to get older, it means that I have more responsibilities of my own life. I fully know that it is what it is, but, I think I just wasn't ready. Not to mention about my discipline programs or that 'studying every night an early morning after tahajood' or 'eating less than 500kcal/day' or 'jog every Sunday', no, but I just need to prepare more. People told me that in the age of 17, a girl has become a woman, and one of two biggest celebration in a women's life is her sweet 17, another is her wedding day. It's hard to me because, I need to be a woman by now, my mother always say that I need to wake up earlier to pray tahajood then study, then pray subuh, then clean up my bed, then prepare for school, I just......I wasn't ready (again).
But I think, today (supposed to be posting this at January 23rd) I'm just gonna go with the flow.
Orang pertama yang ngucapin adalah Ozi, dia bangunin aku jam 11.55pm tanggal 22 Januari, terus dia nelpon aku sampe sekitar 20 menit setelah tanggal 23 Januari. Lengkap with his decent accent and funny laugh, aku nggak bisa berhenti senyum sampe gigiku garing denger semua kata katanya. He's the best. Next was another birthday girl, a.k.a. my 11 years best friend, the one and only Zahra 'Kunyil' Rizky Fitriyana.
But I wasn't really happy that day, beside Areta nggak masuk, and another factor that made me.....hmm, okay. But my mom always made it special, seperti biasa, bunda bikin nasi kuning lengkap dengan uba rampe-nya. Ditambah seorang bocah [Ozi] yang aku bikin (ke)kenyang(an) makan nasi kuning bikinan bunda, hehehe. Nggak ada yang mewah hari itu, tapi kesederhanaannya bikin aku seneng banget.
And I've already planned my sweet 17 birthday party at my house but.....the weather is pretty bad, walaupun akhirnya acaranya tetep jadi. And millions of billions thankyou kepada kalian kalian yang telah datang dan kadonya, dan semuanya, I love y'all.
It's a usual thing for me to cry in the night before my birthday or in the night of my birthday. I refuse to get older, it means that I have more responsibilities of my own life. I fully know that it is what it is, but, I think I just wasn't ready. Not to mention about my discipline programs or that 'studying every night an early morning after tahajood' or 'eating less than 500kcal/day' or 'jog every Sunday', no, but I just need to prepare more. People told me that in the age of 17, a girl has become a woman, and one of two biggest celebration in a women's life is her sweet 17, another is her wedding day. It's hard to me because, I need to be a woman by now, my mother always say that I need to wake up earlier to pray tahajood then study, then pray subuh, then clean up my bed, then prepare for school, I just......I wasn't ready (again).
But I think, today (supposed to be posting this at January 23rd) I'm just gonna go with the flow.
Orang pertama yang ngucapin adalah Ozi, dia bangunin aku jam 11.55pm tanggal 22 Januari, terus dia nelpon aku sampe sekitar 20 menit setelah tanggal 23 Januari. Lengkap with his decent accent and funny laugh, aku nggak bisa berhenti senyum sampe gigiku garing denger semua kata katanya. He's the best. Next was another birthday girl, a.k.a. my 11 years best friend, the one and only Zahra 'Kunyil' Rizky Fitriyana.
But I wasn't really happy that day, beside Areta nggak masuk, and another factor that made me.....hmm, okay. But my mom always made it special, seperti biasa, bunda bikin nasi kuning lengkap dengan uba rampe-nya. Ditambah seorang bocah [Ozi] yang aku bikin (ke)kenyang(an) makan nasi kuning bikinan bunda, hehehe. Nggak ada yang mewah hari itu, tapi kesederhanaannya bikin aku seneng banget.
And I've already planned my sweet 17 birthday party at my house but.....the weather is pretty bad, walaupun akhirnya acaranya tetep jadi. And millions of billions thankyou kepada kalian kalian yang telah datang dan kadonya, dan semuanya, I love y'all.
AND THE PHOTOS
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Thankyou for Vio and Shinta For helping me prepare the party And thankyou Shin, for your damn talented hand, putting make up on my face |
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Ciye mbak ute mau nikah aja |
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Ma btchez |
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RADOFA |
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Luuvvv |
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Girls! |
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My beautiful and talented Javanese contemporary artist (inshallah) Anindita |
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The boys |
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"Kakak emesh" |
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Maafin yang paling depan ya(: |
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Duo jahanam |
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Keliatan kan jahanam nya |
And thankyou very much for Areta, Cahyo, Jeki, Yudha, Adit, Fatih, for throwing me and Dinda an afternoon party, so pleasing


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CIAT CIAT CIAT |
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