updates: december

    Wow, I think I really lost count about what's going on in the world right now. It is already December, the weather is getting colder---rainy season, not winter season, but what's the difference anyway? Only the density of the water, both are same: falling and making the weather cold. What am I talking about, really. So, I've been doing stuff, like----kamasetra thingy, recruitment and all. Kinda overwhelming for me, since I'm the---head of this, I've never been in this position before, and I actually never want it. The exchange stuff, really gets me. I'm not even talking about the assignment and all, it's all fine to me, but idk, it's just---after the midterm (around 2 weeks ago), I started to feel bored about this program. Thinking about how Tuesday would be so hectic, I have to prepare since 7am, because the class starts at 8am, sometimes my MsTeams is taking too long to proceed. Then on 12pm I have to doubled the class, joining the other class on google meet, class dismissed at 5.20pm. After that I have to make resume about todays classes, and resume for East Asia History. Oh God.

    I also logging off from social medias, such as instagram and twitter, I deactivate my account and uninstalled the app from my phone. I even deleted my tiktok account, I only use snapchat now, since nobody is there (except Devi, my exchange program friend, and Talitha, my cousin' friend). The reason is simple: I'm tired---I'm tired of following the trends, seeing all the cute girls with tye dye clothes, colored hair, and all instagramable places as background, posing so beautifully. I'm not judging here, it's just---it's all the same, everyone following the trends, nobody really pops up and being contra to that and just---being original---I said, I'm not judging, I'm countering the status quo, as if we are in debate competition. Twitter is actually quiet different, but I don't like the 'fleet' feature, it's dumb, and again, not original. I like twitter as it is, because I like to write and I like to read, I like to read people's opinion on something and being contra to that (still, not judging anyone). But the Indonesian trends are really annoying and scary at the same time. You guys might know that, I'm gonna put no context here, you just need to look around, saw the television and see what happen in our beloved country after 'he' came. Oh damn, I did put context.

    But anyway, I might not look like myself, but trust me, I am so much happier right now with less social media that I use. It's just my another stage of growth, I guess. I might tell you guys in the next post, but that is it for the updates!